As Master wishes...

Last night was enjoyable, if frustrating (for me). I was tired and VERY ready for sleep, but Beloved grabbed my hair and kissed me deeply. He then told me he wanted to put on a porno and have me suck him off. *wry smile* As any good slave, I didn't mention my reservation. I answered, "As Master wishes," and followed him to the den.

He put on a dvd and settled back on the couch. I knelt between his legs and caresses, admired, and teased his cock for a few minutes. Listening to the movie behind me, I could hear when things began to get interesting and took my ques from that. It wasn't long before I was deep-throating him, licking his balls while his cock was buried in my mouth. I varied the suction, contact, texture, and even temperature in order to keep him on the edge I *think* I managed to get him to the point where he was riding the wave...orgasming without cumming...and then building him back up, higher and higher. He did mention his lips going numb and his whole body shook and trembled. When he finally did cum, it was in heavy, slow spasms that seemed to last for a long time. I brushed my fingers over his body, keeping his softening cock in my mouth as he came down.

Afterwards, he kissed me deeply, praising me, and bit my neck hard while caressing my nipples. I wanted him to take me, to pull me up on the couch and lick my clit and tongue-fuck me...I was shivering with desire and wet, wet, wet.

But Beloved didn't offer. I didn't want to ask...it just isn't in line with the slave-persona, I guess. Sometimes it is really hard to balance my desires with what a "good slave" would do and asking has always been very hard for me. I rather assumed if he had wanted me, he would have offered..or taken..., but knowing how much I'd just given him, I think he was more than ready to curl up and go to sleep. When Beloved went to wash up, I snagged the dvd and put it away, turning off the television. In the bedroom, he cuffed my ankle and tied me to the bed, and then let me snuggle up close to him. It took a long time for sleep to come to me because of my excitement, but it did eventually.