I'm so angry, but Beloved has asked me to bite my tongue and stay cool. Please don't ask, as I can't even talk about it right now. I think he understands how much of a command that is for me. The only thing I can ask right now is for pure inspiration to submit to his better judgement.
I'm taking some solance in my up-coming vacation. May 1 - May 3, I will be attending the Submissives Journey Weekend retreat. I got to meet Remmy, one of the women who attended last year. She said the location is absolutely breath-taking. I may well take some of the time purely for myself, to meditate and just be quiet. I'm also looking forward to some of the classes...The ones I am looking to participate in include Personal Service, Heart of Hospitality, Finding Wholeness in Submission, Poly Relationships, and Mentorship and Leadership. If by some miracle I get in to the Erotic Massage class (it's decided by drawing), that would rock my world! (heh...a few others, too, if I was any good with what I learn!)
And I get to fly! Beloved decided that he didn't want to "give me up" for the extra two days driving would have taken. My last airplane trip was five years ago.
So...good things are coming. I just have to bite my tongue...
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