Woke up with dry eyes
My mind was racing, feet were pacing
Lord, help me please tell me what I have gotten into...
Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay
Gonna start a new day, truly happy
I was gonna take control of me
But eventually reality hit me mentally, physically, emotionally
And I opened my eyes and realized...
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster...
But I can't get off...
~Vivian Green
I had written a long, dreary post about it, but re-reading it, I'm not comfortable publicizing it. Suffice to day that I'd never heard the song before, but when I found it...wow, yeah. Vivian described the last 12 hours almost exactly. I'm having a hard time. Beloved is having a hard time. We are having a hard time. It isn't like it's a crisis or anything; mostly just normal ups and downs combined with overtired and frustrated.
I need to go an apologize to the kids and figure out what we are going to do today to make it better.
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