For nearly six months, I have been conversing with Master Ron about submission. It started out because I wanted to learn how to be a better submissive and Beloved was simply not available because of work. He supported, even encouraged the exchanges and it was all very very safe since Master Ron lives in California and has no intentions of taking on a 24/7 training with a new "toy".
Today I logged in for our usual chat and instead found a message from another Dom...Master Steve...saying that Master Ron had a heart attack and is in the hospital.
As a cyber-friend, I feel helpless. As a cyber-submissive, I feel inapt.
It's kind of surprising to me how much of a blow this is. Having done nothing more than exchanged emails and chat, I feel very close to Master Ron, and being denied a way to show that has me at a lost. There is nothing I can do...I can't send a card, cook a meal for his family, sit quietly at the bedside. I can't offer any of the things I would do for my close friends and family. All I can do is sit quietly and wait for Master to return.
I suppose in a way he is still training me.
i hope your friend is ok. It is the wonder of the net that we can "meet" and connect with like minded people and allow them to truly touch our lives.
ReplyDeleteHope all is well with you and yours otherwise! Finally nice weather!
HUGZ!
nik