It would be nice to wake up feeling something other than a dragging sense of obligation that I *should* do {fill in the blank}.
laundry
cleaning
scrapbook
workout
dinner
kids
pick-up
make plans
catch up
Perhaps the hardest part of the depression and dysthymia is the "I should." It seems like everything is an "I should" and nothing is an "I want to"... The things that "I want" seem nothing more than avoidism that don't really do anything to improve my disposition. Blech.
