Five minutes of consecutive silence. Really. That's all I want right now!!!
I know...grass is always greener on the other side, but I really miss the external quiet. I have enough of a circus inside my head...the children and the phone and the outside demands are just a little much right now.
Why can't MIL get her life figured out?
Why does Boy HAVE to torment Girl?
Why do the birds sing loudly at 4am but go quiet by 6am?
Why do I want more people in my life?
Why do I run to the computer when I have a spare moment?
*winces* That last one I can answer...I'm trying to escape into the fantastic cyber world. Cause in the cyberworld, I'm a pixie...magic, accomplished, dazzling. I'm feeling very trapped in the muggle world. Outside, I'm a tired mom who hasn't even brushed her hair yet and it's dinner time and the kids are alternately underfoot or screaming.
Please...please please please...can I just close my eyes and be pixie? Please...?
when doers the pixie get an evening off?
ReplyDeleteCyber world, cyber world, does whatever a cyber world does...
ReplyDeleteI just ran across an SJ Tucker song, "Pixie Can't Sleep"...
http://music.skinnywhitechick.com/track/the-pixie-cant-sleep
(Not that the words really fit your situation, but...)