Every Day for Thirty Days...Garden

I'm grabbing this from mercurialmuse because I think it's something I would definitely benefit from...
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“everyday for 30 days… write something kind about yourself.. something that you like about yourself… that has nothing to do with your outer shell.”
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Day 1 - May 1
I woke up today to the sun shining. I slipped out of bed, hoping to give Beloved the chance to sleep in. I don't know what time he came to bed, but I know *I* passed out on him...

I'm excited about the weather finally getting nice. I'm looking forward to seeing what happens in the garden. I've worked really really hard this spring. *chuckles* yes, I'm biting the buuuutttt!

Beloved made a joke about wife-swapping...let Rain come and be a stay-at-home mom for two years, and I'd go live with AM in Philly so I could attend Widener University. *sigh* I know he said it as a joke, and I think he was disappointed that I actually mulled it over. Rain's a sweet girl, but she needs "training" in the classroom of Life. AM does too, but I wouldn't also have to raise the kids. Definitely not a balanced swap! Still...I can't help but wonder if publicity of the thing wouldn't pay off our debts... *laughs*

To be honest, though, I haven't really decided about what I want to do. I know I'm worth a lot more than $10-12/hr, so a basic office admin isn't going to cut it. ShadoKnight and I joked about my taking over his landscaping work, if he was actually going to pay someone to do that, but there's a point when something you love becomes a JOB, and that sucks. Besides, I think his Lady might be a little miffed if I started remaking...MARKING...the property. *wink*

I think that school is probably my best bet, and I like school, I just don't know what I wanna do when I grow up. *taps foot* It looks like most of the programs that are of IMMEDIATE interest had application deadlines of December 2010, although space might open up...

I'm debating on my hair. I haven't washed it yet because I think I should redye it before SJW, but it's such a hassle trying to keep up with it. Maybe I'll get a hair cut first...see if they can come up with a solution for my fly-away short hairs. THAT is really my frustration, not the silver...

Four days to decide...! Yikes!!!