Indeed it is the season of change. First the news with my sister, then Girl starting school, and now my aunt and uncle have (finally) sold her home and is leaving the state.
There is some trepidation with Mimi and Zaddie leaving. She had been a lynchpin for the blood family, always there in crisis. Zaddie was instrumental in Beloved's home improvements and he custom-made most of the woodwork in my bedroom. I most certainly do not begrudge them the retirement from the drama, but...but...Mimi and Zaddie ware leaving! *wails*
I haven't done diddle squat on my homework assignments for therapy. I suppose tonight is my deadline. *sigh* I don't know why exactly this fills me with dread, but it does. It is perhaps a lack of momentum; I need change, but staying "put" is easy. Still...I don't want to be in this space for the rest of my life. "Just do it" as Nike says, right?
It is autumn, after all.
Staying put is familiar, there is "comfort " in this. Going forward requires change and unknown. As we all know there is fear in the unknown, but take comfort in that you have my friendship, love and encouragement always. No matter how you may change.
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