re: Slave Wanted

Hello Master Saul,

I received your advertisement a few days ago, and I thought I should answer. I'm sorry that it has been a difficult to sort thoughts out in my head, but I think I finally have a grasp on my desire. By writing this, I rescind my safeword, although I would like to continue to discuss the relationship as we have been.

I am a bisexual woman with submissive leanings. Many have said that I am cute and beautiful, and I try to be appealing. I am 32 years old, 5'4" and 185 lbs.

Although there are particular kinds of pain that I enjoy, I am not a glutton for punishment. I have been marked up before and I do not enjoy beatings taken to that level. I am far more interested in the sensual play that you mentioned in your ad. I have enjoyed being bathed and thoroughly rubbed out after a long day. I also enjoy giving physical care and attention to my Master. Intense studies of the body fascinate me.

I am a skilled cook, experienced in housekeeping and home accounting, and continue to practice parenting. I am also spirited and teasing, and I do not wish to surrender that to anyone. It is very important to me that I be allowed to play and laugh and dance. I also wish my Master to understand that while I may not always submit gracefully or without complaint, I will do my best to fulfill your requests...eventually.

Speaking to your specific points:

- I enjoy sex. I also enjoy flirting, cyber play, and have polyamorous tendencies. I do not have a problem with expressing my enjoyment of my Master, but being denied would be very challenging to me and has lead to resentment in the past.

- In general, I am very susceptible to disappointment-punishment. I strive to please, to go beyond expectation. The physical punishments that I have received have not really helped me grow and learn from my mistakes, while the explanation of my failure and clear disappointment of my Master has wounded me severely.

- Fellatio is an art form worthy of perfection. I will not claim to have mastered all of the nuances, but I do believe I am skilled.

- Social service is natural to me. I enjoy searching out events and opportunities, hosting guests, and sharing knowledge. I would be happy to be of service to you in this way.

- I am a little concerned about your comments of possessiveness. I am protective, yes, but I'm not likely to "mark my territory". That is part of the poly in me. I do like showing off for my Master and hope to make others envious of him because of me.

- Role-play can be fun and I am open to such suggestions.

I hope that speaks to your desires and outlines mine. If you find my requests and considerations acceptable, please consider me for your service submissive.

in service,

pixie