glutton for punishment...

I think that's the best way to put it. Why else would I check up on people whom I cannot offer anything to? *sigh* It isn't that I haven't tried...but when your offers and attempts are rebuffed or abused or come across as misleading and painful, why continue to peer into their lives and worry and wonder?

There are those who can leave love or take it
Love to them is just what they make it
I wish that I were the same
But love is my fav'rite game

I fall in love too easily
I fall in love too fast
I fall in love too terribly hard
For love to ever last

~Frank Sinatra