Instead I'm sad and guilty for hurting someone I care about. Sir and I have closed off our relationship, and I've been cut out of his life. I have some small hopes that maybe he will move past the anger and we might be friends again, but only time will tell. I believe that it is for the best, that we were looking for different things, that ultimately he will be better for not having me as a prominent feature in his life...
Or maybe he is correct and I'm not courageous enough to not make excuses.
*sigh*
